Kena deh

To Pendekar L

Udah kesel belom lynn? hihihihi mianhe, pengen ngerjain kamyuuu~

 

Pesen aku untukmu:

KAMU HARUS INGAT KALAU KAMU PUNYA KITA

SO, di tahun ini kamu harus pertahanin spiritmu untuk mengejar mimpimu. Tetep berjuang. n Semangat!

Semangat jadi petualang sejati!

Kembangkan semangat juangmu

Stay GO to the KIL

Semakin dekat sama Tuhan

Love Ya! KISS KISS

From:

PENDEKARS mu tersayang

P.S. : Sebenernya ada bnyk foto yg mau di share tapi agak-agak cacat jadi demi harga dirimu nggak jadi ku upload. hihihi

Bye Lynn, Muah!

C

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HERE I AM :D

fisrt of all i wanna great my friend! a birthday wish! ๐Ÿ˜€ actualy *wishes

. i got so many wishes that i wanna pray to dear God so He will give those for you ๐Ÿ˜€

1. keep praying

2. keep growing!

3.keep eating! so u can turn to be e HEALTHY BIG BABY ๐Ÿ˜€

4.keep searching! hey u turn to 20 and its time for you to choose the best one ๐Ÿ˜€ hahaha

5. keep humble ๐Ÿ™‚ now ure 20, come to the new and real wild-life ever ๐Ÿ™‚

above all of them, keep in touch with God every things that turns for the whole of your 20 years life. its all because of Him, and there are so many steps still you should take in after it ๐Ÿ™‚

ryska! im so glad to find you and so glad to be ur one of Best rating friend ๐Ÿ˜› im so glad! aha! and i wanna tell you that im seriously missing all of PENDEKARS here ๐Ÿ™‚

so…………

here i am ๐Ÿ™‚ i may not always there for listening all of ur problem and love story there guys

i may not always know about your daily life , what happens with you nowadays,

and maybe im a kind of careless one in saying :”hi”. maybe im not as good as that.

๐Ÿ˜€ but for sure. i love youย  ๐Ÿ™‚

The Chronicles of Hogsquella

Tanggal 17 April 1992 seekor, eh seorang bayi perempuan lahir di rumah sakit. ย Sebut saja namanya “hogsquella”.

Ibu: kenapa anak kita bulat sekali ya, yah?

Ayah: Iya, padahal ayah dan ibu cakep dan cantik, kakak juga cantik, tetapi kenapa anak kedua kita seperti ini ya bu?

Ibu: (Menghela nafas..) Semoga wajahnya tidak se-idiot mukanya ya yah..

hahahaha.. salah upload cuy.

17 tahun kemudian

Bayi itu tumbuh menjadi bayi yang yah… lumayan imut lah (hoekk). Ia bersekolah di SMA tempat berkumpulnya anak – anak bangsawan. yaitu di TRINITY HIGH SCHOOL. Anak itupun kemudian berteman bersama anak-anak pejabat dan konglomerat (khayalan tingkat tinggi). Dan mereka membentuk sebuah perkumpulan bernama SCALSMEYR. Perkumpulan ini sangatlah terkenal, mereka mendukung gerakan-gerakan sosial dan mendukung isu-isu go green (padahal buang sampah aja sembarangan) ๐Ÿ˜€

(Yg dibelakang nggak ikutan loh yaaa)

Anyway, mereka berteman sangaaaaatt akrab, hingga pada saatnya, mereka harus berpisah untuk mengejar cita-cita mereka masing-masing. Untung saja doa si ibu pun terkabul, Si “hogsquella” dikaruniakan secuil otak yang CUKUP pintar sehingga ia dapat mengambil jurusan kedokteran.

Hari ini, kami ingin sekali mengucapkan “SELAMAT HARI ULANG TAHUN” untuk ella tersayang.

Maaf kalau kami selalu menghinamu, itu karena kami cinta padamu (jijik nggak?) hahaha.. Beneran deh la, dari hati kami yang terdalam.

1. Sebenarnya kami ingin pergi menemuimu tapi ..cape deh jauh gilaaa..
2. Sebenarnya kami ingin belikanmu kue ulang tahun tapi ..cape deh, kantong lagi kering bok..
3. Sebenarnya kami ingin pergi memberimu kecupan tapi ..cape deh, mmm ga sudi
4. Sebenarnya kami ingin berikanmu kado tapi ..cape deh, kayak nomer 2
5. Sebenarnya kami ingin pergi menemani malammu tapi ..cape deh naik travel kesana berapa ya? (kembali ke no.2)
Maka kukirimkan post ini sebagai hadiah ulang tahun kamu yang ke 19. supaya kamu bisa inget-inget terus. Karena:

1. Kalo pake surat nanti bisa lecek, 2. Kalo pake kado dikirim takut rusak, 3. Kalo sms nanti menuh-menuhin inbox, nah, kalo gini kan bisa dibaca tiap hari, betul tidak? (jago bgt dah gw ngelesnya) hahah ๐Ÿ˜€

Back to the topic, kami ingin kamu tahu kalo kami selalu mendoakan all the best for you, apapun pilihan hidupmu, kita bakal berdiri di blkg kamu untuk me-nyuport kamu. Oke la? Ngerti orak son? ๐Ÿ™‚

Akhir kata hendak saya tambahkan buat semua orang diluar sana…

“Keep Virgin All the Time” – by empu liana.

Wassalam.

Pendekars United~

its good to memorize it :’)

im here. with the laptop in front of me and im keeping typing and smiling.

guess why i am smiling ๐Ÿ™‚ ? im thinking about my friend , especially you all โค my precious gift that comes from heaven :’)

how are u all ๐Ÿ™‚

well.. im not gonna share any problems or any sadness.. in fact im gonna write my journey with my X here ๐Ÿ™‚

im dating with a good guy, he is acting cool and im totally not interested with him, yet. that time. sigh

hahahaha next….

Part 1

i added him as my friend on FACEBOOK (im really thankful that God give a really jenius bRAIN to the founder of Facebook, umm i forget that guy name, Mark Zubeiger? hahaha, forget it, we continue to the next chapter

after a long time, i have receive no contact from him. but he chatted me oneday and we chit-chat but no serious talking that time., he ask me my msn email, and i give it ๐Ÿ™‚

so after that we share our stories there

i still have no feeling for him (seriously)

Nearly to September. its his BIRTHDAY ๐Ÿ™‚ i guess im gonna be the one that greet him on FACEBOOK mesagge. im not gonna write him a birthday greetings on the wall.

Part 2.

He asked me to go to the project from the university that he own that time, it’s called Lao Ban., he and his friends sell a Steak Sate,. i cants say it tasty but i think its delicious ๐Ÿ™‚

because i like him already ๐Ÿ™‚ i like the way he smile., and he is so handsome and i tell to my self everyday that he is not gonna love me ๐Ÿ™‚ and i stop about thinking that, im not ready for loving someone else i thought.

Part 3

and somehow, he knows my phone number already ๐Ÿ™‚ i dont know why im so happy when he asked my phone number. im keeping telling my self that is only a alibi ๐Ÿ˜› he ask my phonenumber so he could ask me to always buy his Steak-Sate ๐Ÿ˜›

he even saw my face when i just WAKEUP! ๐Ÿ™‚ hahaha i helped him with cutting something, so he went to my kos at 6.30 am to give me that cutting-work

so after that, the project was closed and he keep calling me ๐Ÿ™‚ i love it altough i always hide my feeling ๐Ÿ™‚

Part 4

we went to bioskop also! we watched a movie ๐Ÿ™‚ but it is a bad movie, so we’ve been talking and sharing because both of us arent interested with the movie ๐Ÿ˜›

at night, he told me that he looking after me as his sister ๐Ÿ™‚ ive accepted this one ๐Ÿ™‚ i have one more brother? ๐Ÿ™‚

Part 5

because he is nobody, and only my bestfriend. i think i have to make a distance with him. i have no contact anymore. but he sent me a message, it said that he missed me a LOT ๐Ÿ™‚ and want have some walk anytime… ๐Ÿ™‚ ive been so confused.. im so afraid… so afraid to have a feeling toward him… but i know he cant love me here.. im only his only sister ๐Ÿ™‚

Part 6

so happy to be closed with him, end of 2009 is a gift also from God. i’ve got a signal that he loves me., he really do :’) he can save me from any problem, the way he make me calm. the way he make me realized that being perfectionist is the only way to make any condition worst. he keep telling me that being the best is the way i have to do, and give the rest to God ๐Ÿ™‚ im still learning to do it ๐Ÿ™‚ i always remember this part ๐Ÿ™‚ thanks, koko :’)

part 7

i went to Semarang for december ๐Ÿ™‚ but he teased me so well, he gave me a SPONGEBOB doll. its so good and im so thankful… ๐Ÿ™‚ really., he doesnt need to gove a diamond and others thing that can make any girls eye shining ๐Ÿ™‚ i only want him to be beside me always. i know that is only thing i mattered ๐Ÿ™‚
Part 8

he told me to come to Surabaya earlier. i dont know why ๐Ÿ™‚ i have no feeling that he is gonna make me as his girlfriend :)this feeling im feeling is something that ive never known.. but really, i just want to meet him as soon as possible

Part 9

17.01.10 ๐Ÿ™‚ its been a good day, and im still can accept that ๐Ÿ™‚ i just cant stop with saying THANKS GOD! THANK GOD ๐Ÿ™‚ uve been so good and so kind to me ๐Ÿ™‚ u can make me smile as before again! ๐Ÿ™‚

Part 10

so this is the end of my story ๐Ÿ™‚

im gonna write others story after this

one sentences i can say that im so THANKFUL that i ever come to his life ๐Ÿ™‚ and i would love to take him in my prayer everynight

i love him and although we are separated now, i know that true love never ends. he isnt my true love ๐Ÿ™‚

but knowing that he is happy with his life now, knowing that he is OKAY and still can smile ๐Ÿ™‚ im not gonna hate him ๐Ÿ™‚

ill always praying for him

saya dengan kisah baru saya

aku. liana 19 tahun. hahaha ya iyalah. malah introduction…

aku sudah free skrang gals ;D guling2.. kalo dipikir pikir saya tabah dan sudah brusaha untuk tegar bagai baja. ^^.. tiap malam tapi tetep aja tetep menangis ๐Ÿ™‚ hahaha…

ok come on flash back.

usahku untuk beneran sayang dan jatuh cinta sama budi. emang bnr2 keras. ak harus bisa sayang 100% d tengah usahaku melupakan sang mantan. yah yah yah. tapi usahaku itu malah jadi kebablasan. aku sayang pol ama budi jadinya ๐Ÿ˜‰ ya karna itulah cewe, kalo sdh sayang, mau gimana lagi ya kan ๐Ÿ™‚ dan ak jadi blajar satu hal dr sini..ย  hidupku masi panjang, ya aku terus mengatakan itu dalam hati.

dulu ak gagal

kmrn aku gagal

skg pun ak gagal lagi

tapi bso masa ak gagal lagi? ya mgkn bisa jadi… tapi ga akan pernah Tuhan biarkan aku jatuh sampe ga isa bangkit lagi! ciayooo everyone

ayumi is one of my motivation actually ๐Ÿ™‚ kamu bisa dan benar2 mempraktekannya, kamu tegar dan kamu melewatinya ๐Ÿ™‚

 

too many good strories between me and budi.. ๐Ÿ™‚ contohnya hari ini. harusnya kan hari ini 10 bulan kami. dan i wish i could past one year with him till married ๐Ÿ™‚

hahahahhahahaa… i were told him dont leave me by my own. but now, he leaved me alone ๐Ÿ™‚ tragic huh…

 

Random stuff to put in! :D

You guys!!!

Don’t you know this blog is dying because no one has posted anything? Hahahhahaa…. okay, nevermind… since we have tons of things to do and get busier as approaching the end of term, but anyway… it’s NOVEMBER again!! ๐Ÿ˜€ yuhuuuu!!

HOW’S EVERYTHING GOIN’ ??? Is everyone DOING OKAY?? I,ย seriously, have only one time in a year to meet the complete personal of SCALSMEYR, which only happens in December. And I’m always waiting for that moment to come… Enthusiastically, today is already the third day of November, which I only have one more month to go! Can’t wait! Really, I mean it!

Yeap, as you know… this year is kinda sound like the most tragic year I’ve ever got in my life. Well, seriously, when I keep denying myself that I’m okay… actually, I am not. I’m trying to redeem myself by keeping busy with all my stuff and activities, and trying not to be in an absent-minded condition where I can have higher possibilities to be out somewhere, ….but still, at night, when I’m alone, I have a glass of tears wastingly to be poured. I hate it, really do… ๐Ÿ˜ฆ

But I have no choice, that’s the only way I can take to get through this so called “problem” ( I cannot think of any other term that can make “problem” sound worse). But yeaaaa… I’m still trying to get through this “problem”, and have almost been in the outer line of the blackhole… Hopefully, I can manage it well.. like, soon… ๐Ÿ™‚

And this semester, I don’t have much things to do… haha… ya, seriously. The two project that I expected to be the worst nightmare ever in my UB life, turned to be something not really a nightmare.. Thanks GOD… The 12-paged-term project, which I get it two together from the same teachers, but from different modules, because he’s teaching two modules for this semester, which unfortunately I’m in his both classes, was really killing me. But yesterday, he said that the expectation of these projects should be in around 5-6 pages…. which is totally different to what we’ve been expecting before… hahaha!! I LOVE HIM!!

As you know, this teacher, Kurt Bruder, is a UB Professor, yea… he’s from the real University at Buffalo, the State of New York. He’s an artist, a communication scholar teacher, a psychotherapist, and a spiritual practitioner. DAMN COOL right!! hahahhaha… He’s the best teacher ever!! Has been teaching for along time, veryย knowledgeable and a good person to be admired with! ๐Ÿ™‚ And you need to know that he has dreadlocks (rambut gimbal),ย tattoo, and wears earrings. COOL STUFF! ๐Ÿ˜€

Curious? You can check this following link, his own website… And yea, he’s aย Hindi ๐Ÿ™‚ and has a Hindi name I think, I’m not sure, KAILASH. ย  ย  ย  >>>>>>ย http://omkailash.com/about.html <<<<< [check this out!] He also makes friends with some well-known scholars mentioned in our textbooks, which really makes me more “WOW” to him…

Okay, enough about me… LOL

Looking forward to your posts, babes!

MISSING YA’LL!!

Tons love,

Pendekar A << the only “A”

at last (ยฌ_ยฌ)

AT LAST!!!!

at last I enter the correct password. i’ve failed until 8 or maybe 9 times. hahaha. it happens not only this time but also last time before. yes! here i am! the only ‘ pendekar “R” ‘ it’s my first post after one year we made this blog. One sentence I want to tell all of you if i could scream from here “I TRUELY, DEEPLY, AND OFFICIALLY MISS ALL OF YOU! if i look again our photo @ Bali, i remember all of our memories that brings joy, sadness, or maybe both of them happened in the same time. i miss your voice, i miss your hug, i miss your laugh, i miss your expression, i miss the moment when the problem comes and how we solved it together. it makes me cry. <<– i hope none of my housemate think that I’m crazy. (โ•ฏ_โ•ฐ)

many things, many stories, many love, many changes is happened to me. when the first night I sleep here, without my mother, it seems, “it’s okay, I’m a big girl now” but after christmas, when I meet all of you, and I come back here, I feel alone, I think I cry almost every night after Christmas. (โœ–โ•ญโ•ฎโœ–) I think I can’t do this alone. moreover, that “problems” come. maybe some of you, I’ve told about him –>> of course you know who is he (don’t you?) yeah, that makes me feel uncomfortable here. but, forget about him, let’s come back to the topic of this story.

Yeah, I’ve close friends here. at campus and at church. But, none of them can replace all of you in my heart. I just want to stop the time and return it back when we sleep in Bandungan. What a nice trip. Hope we can do it again, but this time to Bali or Singapore maybe (we sleep in ayumi’s house) hahaha. –> *talk about singapore, Yum, maybe this december i can’t meet you. but next time i will meet you, because this is my first time and my family time. ๐Ÿ˜ฆ i’ve talk to my mom, and she said that next time, i go there alone or with some friends to meet you. okay? ^^*

oh yaa. i want to share a picture. i want to tell a story about my friends here.

here is my friends at church,

the long-haired girl with white shirt, top-left. her name is Cella. She is 21 years old. 2 years older than us. She is a nice sister for me. when I’m not in a good mood, she give me advices to surrender this life to Jesus.ย 

next after Cella, her name is Irma. She is very mature. She listen all of my story and give positive comments to wake me up.

next after me, his name is Alva. (he is cute, isn’t it? hahaha :D) he’s from Manado, sometimes I told him my story, for me, he gives me nice inputs from male. not all female. haha.

there’s two more, their name is Dee Dee and Silvy, they captured this photo.haha .they also kind person.

the other, they complete my “cinderella life’s” here. hahaha. maybe without them, I feel so lonely here. ๐Ÿ˜› Thank you LORD, HE gave me them :))

and here is my close friend at campus :

from left to right :

up : Miss Rosita (My academic guidance lecture, she is so smart in accounting, especially when she make the exam and makes me so dizzy. She is so funny and funky. haha.),

and then the green one is Ivone from Padang (she is so talk-active. She seems similar with Stephi ^^)

next to her is Indri, from Bogor (the one who sells pulse. haha. I think Indri is from Bar-Barian. haha. be careful if she brings your car. 140 km/hour, can’t you imagine? almost everyday i go back with her and if i safe today it’s only a miracle from GOD. hahaha. kidding),

the green downside is Franciss (she is from Kartur. yeah, if i talk about semarang, the only person whose has a “connect mind” only her. hahaha. She’s smart and so cute (^.^) her IP is 4.00),

the pink one is Fifi, from Medan (not only clever, she never paid the academic fee, due to her smart brain. her senior high school is in Singapore -catholic junior college- *have you heard it, yum?* her IP also 4.00. she’s so similar with Yuke),

next, the arabian face named Citra. (she is a kind, funny, friendly, humble girl. hehe. i learn so much from her. she is an Oriflame teams, only for few months, now she is Senior Director at Oriflame and her salaries is so WOW. haha. ahe seems like Liana),

the black one under Citra named Sartika (She ever join the olympiade ย of accounting. Sartika is the person who always sit besides me and she never say “no” to teach me. hehe. but she is so “cruel” haha), ย next to citra is Ica (the person who never ever tired tell me not to think about “him” again. ๐Ÿ˜€ seems like Cieta ),

and the blue one is Dessy. (She is smart but also mature. ๐Ÿ™‚ she’s just like Ayumi. hehehe)

oh ya 2 again!

named Inke and Angel, two of my new best friends. because in Semester 1, we are not in one class ๐Ÿ™‚

they remembered me about you, guys!!

Friends, I will never ever open the “exit” door for all of you. I know, maybe you are too busy with many activities there, so you can’t have a time for me. or maybe, I do that. When I have so many activities, I can’t have time for you all. I’m so sorry. ToTย 

i miss you all!! hope gonna see you soon!!! i really really miss youuuuuu!!!!!!!!

The Pendekars

made with love,

pendekar “R”

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